Oh Why? No proper sleep!

Merry Christmas!

Came back from my parents house after a BBQ dinner.  Should had feel full and relax.

But for the whole night, I just can't fall asleep properly.

Is it too full, or anything wrong with me.

The heart is beating faster than usual..better not sign of  intoxication. And was sweating (weather is too hot?)

Keep waking up every hour and now I am sitting of computer writing this. (5.28 am 25 Dec 2013) Woke up and decided to browse the internet at 4.30 am(abut an hour ago).

Really hate this kind of feeling.

Okay, I think I will try to go back to sleep again.

Boring....Just blardy boring!

These few weeks had been the most boring times ever. Nothing to do most of the time. I can only imagine if  time is really money and how much money I had wasted.

Until today, at the very moment, still BORING! In fact i can't find a single thing to do or even to spend on something. What the heck! Maybe it's a sign of aging? Video games are no more fun. Nothing to browse on the Net. Perhaps I should start to venture into more extreme sport, perhaps that would be better.

What do you say?

I m back yet Again...after 1 and a half year

Long story short. Being lazy to write anything since running my own business.

What had changed?

Hmm.... Personally..
1) My belly had changed from average to fat.
2) More grey hair
3) Not enough money for me to spend
4) of course getting older

What did I do?
1)I had just start to go back to gym, but I can feel the laziness of my inner-self trying to stop me from going to gym.
2) Dye my hair more often every time I cut my hair (which is once a month)
3) No solution for this at the moment, perhaps migrating to other country?
5) Can't prevent it physically, but mentally I am still a 20 year old guy

I think this time round I will do more posting, since I had all the time that I want and my "anger" is growing stronger. I am back.