Saturday, August 8, 2009

My Changing Attitude

I believe there is a reason why I wrote this.

I think my work colleagues will be the ones who notice that my attitude had change to be quite aggressive.

So, what happened? What trigger this aggression?

I think it's people being thoughtless and selfish trigger this. I am a perfectionist which I wanted everything to be done in order and there are principles to keep all things in order. Whatever promise is a promise, commitment is commitment, self discipline means to be in control of yourself. But what do I get? Nothing! Ridiculous! Finally my eyes are opened.

All of the above does not apply to anything to what I have in mind. People are reckless and selfish, the "don't care" attitude which made me so damn pissed off and I decided to be patient anymore. Let it be! That's what I said to myself. There isn't any responsibility from majority of the team but only a few of them.

So what do I care? Of course to treat them like a bloody little kids and kkeep on yelling to keep things in order from A - Z. Can you even believe that I had to warm thme to keep the toilet cleaned? I bet they don't need to be reminded of that in theor own house. From things as simple as this, I believe, people are taking me for granted and I knoew it from the beginning, but I like to keep my options open. But, I think I am stupid, and what do I get, mindless and selfish pricks.

So, you guys did not made a good choice for yourself. I will do it the hard way.

Keep that in mind. You had finished using all your credits and now it's the time for paying back.
Fed up and

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