I don't care anymore- family first

Me and my baby (Mr Isaac)

Well, I think after my baby born was born. I kinda' change totally. I think people at the work place can sense the difference. Things are more tense and I get irritated and hot tempered. Start screwing people around every morning and being meaner than ever. (Haih! You think I want to do that?But people nowadays are not that responsible in what they are doing, or either the company is hiring cheap people to work-good things not cheap, cheap things no good ma)

I think it's a way of getting more responsible of what I am doing.

But one thing never changes me is, that I will not waste my time in those things which will not give me any good return (for example, my work lor), it's really not worth my time and wasting my life. (If you read my blog before, you know my company).

So, the priority will be my family, and also concentrate to bring up the child in a Godly manner.
Work! I don't really care, as long as I do what is within my job scope.

I have a lot of things to concentrate in, like spiritually, mentally and also seek for other better things in life.

Simple Q&A from the news headline 26/07/2009 (English and madarin mixed)

Sinchew Daily:
Q:“首4月攫奪案增99%”‧首相夫人：人民擔心社會治安
A:大家都已经放弃我国的办公效率，还想演同一部戏？果然是笨蛋！

Q:“民眾多不排斥貪污”‧反貪委會：改變觀念挑戰大
A:已经司空见惯，反正一直以来都没变，想搞头条用脑筋一点

Q：林冠英：檳政府將晤發展商‧豆蔻村風波應雙贏
A:应该把那些忘恩负义的王八蛋赶走，这些不值得让人可怜的愚昧人

The Star:
Q:Prelude to erotic massages
A:Errrrm, excuse me, it's been a long while until now, just go to any motel, massage parlour or spa centre..its been there for ages. Why waste the newspaper news column. You (government knows it all the time)

Q:Transvestite dies after fight with customer
A:I bet another Malay vs Malay case. Majority criminal rate is the Malay group, Not racism, its fact do your research before even start barking in my blog.

Q:Fresh twist emerges in Teoh's case
A: You think there will be any conclusion? Atlantuya's case is still very blur and inconclusive. No one give a shit about the words promised by the government anymore a long time ago.

Q:Air quality deteriorates over Malaysia
A: All the while had been like this, that's why we had already gave up in Malay (indonesia or Malaysia it's the same bloodline). Talk but no action. So who cares.Stop bringing it up everytime.

Anyway, it's time for me to sleep. I will have to stop now.

PEACE fuckers!

I never get any credit for my work!WTF!!!

I was shock and amazed how people in management was so cunning and sly.

I think this group of old people thought that they are smart. I personally think that they are blinded by the power they have.

I really don't understand how can these people live their life without feeling any guilt and still be where they are(status wise). Things which I am supposed to take credit was not given to me, but taken by them, just simply because the result was good. And all the credits goes to this bunch of useless senior management.

If that is the case, please do not ask me to do anything extra from now onwards. I am sick of tired of your sly and pushing around responsibilities. Not everyone is as sly and cunning like you and not everyone will keep quiet forever.

This really reminds of how manipulative our Malay government work their way out for these years. But actually, who actually teaches Malay people to be so corrupted?We are the one- The Chink who started all this things.

You don't give me any fucking credit, but also being biased. Keep on digging and emphasizing on small matters.What I can tell you is "FUCK YOU and FUCK OFF!" Why not you go and concentrate on other branches which had more problems(just like the ones which the manager had just being indirectly forced to quit). If you don't trust me of what I am doing, please just let me go, and if you want me to use your own way of working, please get loss, I ain't going to do what you told me. As I had my own way of working. If you want to hire new people and considering what you said in the first place that people from diff working background will contribute better ideas for this company, then let me do it my way. If you think your ideas are great, you can come and handle it yourself, or hire a bunch of old and useless people from the old folks home. They are cheap and easy to control. Perhaps this can help you in cost cutting for the company, which might help you to get more credit.

As for you bunch of senior management who had been dangle in the company for years and years, I think you guys are COWARDS. Because you are incompetence and you are scared to venture into other areas. So to said, this is your comfort zone, and you have nowhere to go. So this is the only option for you. If you join another company, you will be treated as a new comer, and you will loose everything you have. So why not just stay in the same company and bully those people and take credit for yourselves. At least this is what I had analysed and see.

I am not even half way yet, the more I wrote the more I am pissed off, you motherfucking people, I would not tolerate and keep quiet anymore. I do not think you guys deserve any chances in this world, because people like you actually make a hell lot of people suffer.And the worst thing is that you don't even realised it, and keep accusing others of their wrongdoings.

Do not tell me about change, loyalty, longevity...bla bla bla...and off course the "fucking" teamwork. I never see that at all. There is one simple truth:" I work to earn money for living and money will determine my workload" Don't give me shit like so an so branch had been doing better. If you are blind enough, the area I am handling had improved drastically in one years' time. Compare to all of you senior and old management, do not ask too much, as improvements are improvements. To justify that, I demand a better pay and entitle to some fucking extra allowances. You Fucking bunch of assholes, I really want you dead!

This is my style of talking and I don't lie. I try my best to be just and fair to everyone in my workplace and all things. Off course I want to be treated the same. So like it or nor, you guys do not EARN my respect.

PEACE OUT! You Suckers!

Cheap pay more work and responsibility?Fuck ya'll!

The fuck I know this, I am working in one of this type of company.

Frankly speaking, I don;t get much of the fucking income or any benefits from this company. I got slashed (and being given empty promises and facts before I join this company) from my requested salary and stupid enough I took the bait. Well, I trust people too much.

So what now! Now, I have to suffer the drastic job scope given to me. Not enjoying a lot of benefits, I am even worst then any of my fellow workers here. The title is just a fucking title. Nothing to do with my income. Title means nothing to me, you fuck heads!

From what I had seen, nor I am on the top or below. So I do not know what it's the fucking level I am in.

I found out a lot of employees in this companies are not even fit to do their job, why hire in the first place? Now , while every shit happens, I am asked to execute all these shit, and only the answer I get from the top management is"You cannot blame on the previous management as the person is no longer there". This is what happen when I asked them.

I believe that the previous person in my position would also have no choice since the budget is low, and yet wanting people to do quality job. What a fucking Asian way of thinking. Now, I have to clear all the shit up?

To be fair, why not write off everything on the date I joined, so that I do not have to bear the responsibilities which already happened a decades ago. Is this how the government works? Yes, it is.

This is one of the worst scenario and working ethics which I faced throughout my career. If you tell me that this might be my bottleneck. I don't even think that I faced any bottleneck, but I think I will call the management "dickheads".

So, if you are not willing to pay and you want people to work more, go and hire some fucking foreign labours and stop abusing locals.

If you always emphasize we are not working good enough. perhaps you should look into the direction, plans, and even instructions given by the top management. Maybe you are the ones who is not effective and well organized. Stop fucking finger pointing, one finger points out, 3 fingers will be pointing at yourself.

As what I believe, a lot of people are not fully responsible of what they do in their jobs, but please do not categorised me into it, I am trying to provide my staffs a better working environment and ways to work smart.

If you don't fully give me the power and try to interfere in every way I am trying to, you can go and manage this fucking branch yourself.

I don't give a shit and what the heck! I had my way and my life. If you think you are more clever and smarter than me, go ahead. I will make your life miserable.

Companies and Politics

How come company nowadays involve politics, whereas the actual working environment had been "Governized"?

If a company is "Governized", why those people who is in charge doesn't want to work as a public servant or in the government sector? Does this sound familiar?

Shouldn't working in a private sector is consider a getaway from the typical working environment?

What can I say? People makes mistakes, but those people involves in company politics does not deserve to have a 2nd chance. So, go fuck yourself and die peacefully!

Responsibility or self interest aka selfish

There is a fine line which a lot of people cannot identify between responsibilities and self interest.

Companies nowadays, sadly to say, a lot of management does not know what is called responsibility or self interest.

Responsibility is what you need to do for your job scope and how to maintain your working environment in the best interest for all aspects.

Self interest is selfish and do not know what the hell you are doing. You don't give a shit about others and don't give a fuck about any interest of other in the company.

So, where are we now?

I feel that most of the management level is more in self interest. What people wants they are not listening. Most of the decision had been made even before any discussion had been made. So , all the meetings are just a fucking waste of time, since they had already a set of rule of their own to follow.
As things get even worse is that when all the necessary reports are being submitted, I believe 80% of them did not go through thoroughly, but only the last minute they will ask for an instant answer and they expect that from people as organise as me, which always pissed me off.
I was thinking, if you are so called in management level, shouldn't you be "RESPONSIBLE" to read all those report/email/ or what so ever things we sent you , filter it(using your fucking small brain) and then made a judgement. You can't ask us for an instant answer, and don't give a shit whether we are available or not. An example is" I want this now". So, what does this make you? It makes you look like a fucking moron who is not fit for your position.

A lot of "senior" management think that they know everything, because of their experience, but if they are so experience, how come they can't even manage their own family properly. So, it comes back to the same principle, responsibility or self interest?

An advice to all of you fucking people who is in the management position, "Please do not give a bad impression to other people in management level(like me) if you are not responsible of what you are doing". I am different from you guys, you can say I am a wild and crazy guy. But I do have a set of principle to follow.

Old things will need to be replace, just like computers. Please do not drag too long to stay in your position and cause the entire fleet to suffer. If I am in your situation, I would have feel ashamed of myself and maybe kill myself.

Self interest is IRRESPONSIBLE!

This is another fucking comment to whom who wants to report or wanting to stab me at the back and get a good reputation in the company. Please go ahead you sucker. I know you want it. This is your chance you proof your fucking loyalty. Just do it! But, my curse will be with you.

They Don't Care About Us!!

With the death of Michael Jackson. Apart from him being a Wacko and having some unexplained children that he had (who don't even look like him), and extensive plastic surgery(which he constantly denies). Until today, there is no such icon in the music world with such distinguish image of his/her own style (most of the so called artist nowadays just look the same, sound the same and act the same- most are copycats, that's why pirated CDs are everywhere.)

I was listening to some of his songs and came across this one.
This song somehow can relate to people like us who wanted to voice out our opinions!

This the lyrics of the songs:

"They Don't Care About Us"

Skin head, dead head

Everybody gone bad

Situation, aggravation

Everybody allegation

In the suite, on the news

Everybody dog food

Bang bang, shot dead

Everybody's gone mad

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

Beat me, hate me

You can never break me

Will me, thrill me

You can never kill me

Jew me, sue me

Everybody do me

Kick me, kike me

Don't you black or white me

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

Tell me what has become of my life

I have a wife and two children who love me

I am the victim of police brutality, now

I'm tired of bein' the victim of hate

You're rapin' me of my pride

Oh, for God's sake

I look to heaven to fulfill its prophecy...

Set me free

Skin head, dead head

Everybody gone bad

trepidation, speculation

Everybody allegation

In the suite, on the news

Everybody dog food

black man, black male

Throw your brother in jail

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

Tell me what has become of my rights

Am I invisible because you ignore me?

Your proclamation promised me free liberty, now

I'm tired of bein' the victim of shame

They're throwing me in a class with a bad name

I can't believe this is the land from which I came

You know I do really hate to say it

The government don't wanna seeBut if Roosevelt was livin'

He wouldn't let this be, no, no

Skin head, dead head

Everybody gone bad

Situation, speculation

Everybody litigation

Beat me, bash me

You can never trash me

Hit me, kick me

You can never get me

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

Some things in life they just don't wanna see

But if Martin Luther was livin'

He wouldn't let this be

Skin head, dead head

Everybody gone bad

Situation, segregation

Everybody allegationIn the suite, on the news

Everybody dog food

Kick me, strike me

Don't you wrong or right me

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us

KG Buah Pala- Ungrateful PIGS

For what I know all the Hoo- Haa are fucking bulls.

These ungrateful suckers deserve to get kick out of that place.

Don't forget that you are basically squatters which you do not even buy or own the land and pay tax (like we do). The state government is kind enough to let you stay at that area for such a long time.

Since when you have the rights to say it's your place and called it your property.

You guys needs to get torched and get the fuck out of that place.

Assholes! People nowadays make me think, do they know what "common sense" is?

To quote from a local newspaper" The villagers have threatened to take their cows to the Chief Minister’s office if he does not help"

What did you guys said? You said your village is a living heritage?

How can a bunch of non cultural people consider their village is a heritage(if they only know how to threaten people with their lembu)? I only see these in a third world country(Actually it's like a drama series). So Kampung Buah Pala , or Buah Dada, I think it's time for you to shut the fuck up and move on.

Don't try to embarrass Penangites like us.